Yeah, I’m that Girl
I’m the type of person that gets extremely wrapped into movies and TV shows. I’m a big cryer and feel like I’m really witnessing the trials and tribulations the characters are going through. I hate crying, but I tend to do it a lot.
I’m an extremely emotional person, but I always act like I’m not. I put my all into things I care about and I’ve learned that the odds are against me when I expect people or things to reciprocate the same effort. The emotional part of me comes from the constant let-down I experience, however, I don’t let the frequency deter me from putting my all into things I’m passionate about. So you see how it’s this never-ending cycle, right? I put my heart into something, it let’s me down, I get emotional, then get back on my feet and try again.
I really don’t like how emotional I get. I get so riled up and flustered. I end up crying like a kid. As said, I HATE crying. I know that I’m strong because I still continue to get back on my feet again, but I want to get to a point where I don’t have to get so flustered. I want to be in control of my emotions and have it all together. Or at least seem like it.
Until then, I’ll continue to feel extremely bad for my boyfriend because he probably thinks I have a mental disorder.